At age 14 as a freshman a most critical event occurred. I was introduced to stream of consciousness as a way of writing...and what I had been doing all my writing life was supremely impacted. A day does not go by that I do not write...some thing of prose, poetry, correspondance and commentary. I am what? druid? woman? mother? lover? a drop in the ocean? all of the above. All rights reserved. Copyright 2005 Deborah Drake.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Without Why
the world becomes easier to navigate
doing what one does
for no other reason
than one chooses to
No Why.
Know Why?
When I don't need to know why then I know I am on to something!
Bliss my companion
Sunday, December 31, 2006
meditation on a fait accompli
fait accompli \fay-tah-kom-PLEE; fet-ah-\, noun;plural faits accomplis \same or -PLEEZ\: An accomplished and presumably irreversible deed or fact.
Fait accompli comes from the French, literally meaning "accomplished fact": fait, from Latin factum, "a thing done," from factus, past participle of facere, "to make or do" + accompli, past participle of accomplir, from Latin ad- + complere, "to fill up, to complete," from com- + plere, "to fill."
Are there any really?
Namaste
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Dances of Universal Peace: Letter from Mira
Many warm blessings during the holy nights and the upcoming Epiphany, the emerging of the light from the core of the earth, spilling up and over upon the earth's surface and all her inhabitants.
May we all be enriched by the upcoming seeds we choose to plant individuallyand together.May we all be touched by Samuel Lewis' words below:
and Hu Haqq to all!
To the Life we plant and cultivate,
Mira
Now the way of the Sufis is to lull the devil to sleep rather than rouse himto wakefulness because of opposition. So there are just two modes of action:either opposition to unrighteousness or cultivation of righteousness.
Opposition to unrighteousness is like pulling weeds from a garden where oneis not so sure they may not grow again. Cultivating righteousness is theimplanting of flowers or trees which will choke out the weeds by themselves.
As opposition to unrighteousness sometimes leads to self righteousness, the cultivating of the heart qualities is often the superior way, and the path of the saint is generally preferable to that of the prophet or master.
Murshid Samuel L. Lewis
The Book of Peace
P.S Oh to dance is to pray is to love is to be the light that we are. Deborah
Rainer Maria Rilke
then walks with us silently out of the night.
These are the words we dimly hear:
You, sent out beyond your recall,
go to the limits of your longing.
Embody me.
Flare up like flame and make big shadows I can move in.
Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.
Just keep going.
No feeling is final.
Don't let yourself lose me.
Nearby is the country they call life.
You will know it by it's seriousness.
Give me your hand.
Rainer Maria Rilke (1875-1926)
The Book of a Monastic Life
Translated by Anita Barrows and Joanna Macy
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
morning meditation to a beloved
from a dream
I can't remember
do I wake
pondering and knowing
I would drink in
the scent of your skin
were you near
were you here
before the day begins
before we set
about to tasks
we lovingly will begin or complete
tasks both sacred and mundane
for we have loved
one another
before all else
setting the tone
lighting the stage
for a dance
an adventure
without why and therefore
all things possible is our guide
and our deep minds speak well to each other
and our hearts practice silence
that god and goddess keep company with us
another day, another night
I wake overflowing
with a desire to love, to love, to love
to love all that crosses my path
to cherish those that meet my gaze
let me pour myself like honey
into your open mouth
and i will caress you
from the inside out
a good theme for any day
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
When someone else says it well
Dawn creeps in
crystal clear
intrepid
yet
calm
endings
become
beginnings
savor this juncture
for the road ahead
is long
and arduous
but in this moment
all things
are possible
'97 Judy Anne
Friday, December 15, 2006
Solstice
the liqueur in trees slows
the ground blanketed with pine needles gently throbs
birds though still declaring joy
their last choruses buoy my heart
darkness need not chill me
winter light insulates me on grey mornings
the slice of light seeks always the soul
a soul in contemplation
a soul in silence
a soul in chaos
a soul in love
a soul open
committed to being lived through
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Full Moon Meditation
Pushing away the very notion of rest
I howl at she who would have me for her lover this night
And cast aside anything that comes between the light of she and my skin
And through the veil of fog
Still she glows the white of fresh fallen snow
With watery edges that caress a soul into song
Eclipsing my concerns
That the timbre of my voice not please her
That the curve of my breast bone not invite her
To plunge into my heart space
Consume all that I am
Leaving me as whole as I have ever felt
Since last she was full before me
oh what inspires me this instant?
Live with intention.
Walk to the edge.
Continue to learn.
Play with abandon.
Choose with no regret.
LAUGH.
Do what you love.
Live as if this is all there is.
m.a. hershey
Saturday, December 02, 2006
The Work of Byron Katie
1. Is it true?
2. Can you absolutely know that it's true?
3. How do you react when you believe that thought?
4. Who would you be without the thought?
And remember to turn it around.
For it always comes back to...
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Thursday, November 23, 2006
featured poet of the day
is like flying turtles.
It just doesn’t happen
What did you say?Maybe.
What if they
were sucked into the
sky, tornado force five?
Impossible things
happen I see – no
arbitrary measures
can set standards for
the weight of myaffection though.
I want to say it’s
best described inNewtons; something
heavy. Concrete babe.
My heart clings to
my upper rib cage but
can’t hold on and falls
into my stomach.
Butterflies fill my
head and all is right
in the world, because
we’re respecting the
weight of all this
affection.
))){ fast matty
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Mi Casa es Su Casa
Thank you for coming with such passion.
You are welcome anytime.
And I await your return.
Love,
Love
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Letter to a friend
What you did was BRAVE. To put your fate for a time in the hands and hearts of others who don't know you is incredibly BRAVE. And I hope someday you understand that it was. It was BRAVE. And if I held you too long, too tight, too fiercely before I left then please understand it is because I love you so very much and want the portfolio of memories we have as friends to be rich with color, crunch and texture. And for that you must be present in spirit, mind and body.
For we can't take to the sky, till we like it on the ground. Thank you KT Tunstall for the original metaphor.
How many times have I sought an exit for good and not taken that route. I have to wonder why I thought it and then also why did I not take it? Or do I need to bother wondering why and just be glad for the moment I am in.
Whatever is going on between us as "drops in God's ocean" is precious to me.
Monday, October 09, 2006
The contract with myself
Passionate
Compassionate
Authentic
Loving
Creative
Tender
Open
Conscious
Reverent
Respectful
Generous
Gentle
Accepting
How shall I be with you?
We, who are one and the same.
Full Moon Haikus April 14, 2006
of fresh air and grey light, soft
the gloaming begins
I pour the contents
of my mind over brown-red soil
tomorrow's mushrooms
I walk the forest
feet kissing earth many times
not wanting to leave
Bird twitters softly
just go home now lady love
your work this day done
Robin what say you?
How is it you are still here?
Your nest grows cold
One last worm is pulled
from beneath green grass
bird hops-laughs- flees
The full moon blooming
will tease and brightly spotlight
that I miss that kiss
Will I sleep at all?
Can I tire myself in time?
Will I sing till dawn?
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Haiku series : Lunchtime enlightenment
Have faith in the divine
for the sun rises daily
Practicing patience
Best make it a game to play
Wait, life's but this too
As I watch her play
And a smile forms, so slightly
I join in her dance
She tells me that she
is my daughter who prefers
water over juice!
I amble this morning
collecting rocks from that beach
mind full of wish rocks
Milky clear agate
My little moon keeps company
And that makes you near
Poet to poet
we begin to explore
and what is sacredI ask my own self
How much do I want to know
Not that much, no way!
And god then shines light
interrogating me, eh?
No, just warming a heart
How bright the green grass
After a cold night and snow
What next? Crocus surely!
Never send roses
more than one at a time
delivered in person
2.14.06
Friday, September 22, 2006
autumn equinox
New Moon
No sign of a moon
I light a candle
single, white candle with red wick
burns giving heat and taking on mine
clarify my soul this night
I am alive. I have power. It is real.
I am alive. I have power. It is real.
I am alive. I have power. It is real.
I am alive. I have power. It is real.
I am alive. I have power. It is real.
I am alive. I have power. It is real.
I am alive. I have power. It is real.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
the week in film
From an illness that made me want only to lie down
Stay down and wimper to be spoonfed love
But there was no one. Just me and my film friends.
Almost peaceful, the tailors got back to living post war and love restored.
I saw Dr. Lewis seduced.
"Oh Germain." Life is breathed back into the fishing village. And community made it possible.
Pass me a piece of Maya Angelou pie heavy with cream and love and I swear she was marrying me to Frankie Anderson, gentleman and artist who waited till bonds were tied with words of love and wonder.
Who did God create for me? And will they spoon feed me weak sweet tea while my fever burns through my body, someday?
For having survived without the companion to care for me I was reminded of how strong I am and yet how vulnerable I want to be.
Whole and part and whole and part.

